"If I wasn't here tomorrow,
Would anyone lose sleep?
If I wasn't hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me"

I'm spiraling into a fucking deep depression.
Ive been in love with my best friend for ages.
He finally asked me out and everything was so happy in joyful.
Like in the movies when birds are chirping and you go "aww."
Then the next day, poof, the good mood turned into the darkness. With heads hanging down. Where there's a sense of loss in the air. He goes up to me and says,
Alex: We need to talk
Me: Alright?
Alex: You know how my parents are divorced?
Me: Mhm...
Alex: I'm almost definitely moving to Seattle in a few weeks...
Me: What?!
Alex: I don't want to hurt you so we cant be together...
Me: Im a big girl, I can handle myself when you leave.
Alex: You just need to find someone better than me...

So not only did I just loose my boyfriend, but I lost my best friend of all time.

Typical high school drama, I shouldn't be depressed over it, but I am... oh so much.
Ive cried for two days straight now.
Ugh, Fuck-My-Life...